Sparrow's Thoughts

Ask me anything   This is a place for me to vent my thoughts, ideas, hopes, dreams, struggles and more. I hope you can relate. Love, Sam.

July 5th, 2013.

Tumblr just sent me an email wishing me a Happy Birthday as this blog is now one years old. It’s sort of pathetic that there is barely a page of posts after one year. I’m going to try and blog on here a little bit more now. I like to keep my main blog pretty and clean and not filled with loads of personal posts, I’d much rather write that stuff here, so I’m going to.

I’m sort of at this odd stage in my life where I’m really not too sure about who I am anymore. I’m sort of trying to find myself, but I feel as though I’m just getting more and more lost. I feel quite forgotten about as well, and like my anxiety could possibly completely rule me if I’m not too careful. I don’t like feeling this way. I want to feel happier and more free. I feel like I don’t really have many fun and amazing memories to look back on. And as silly as this will sound, I just want to fall in love dammit. I want those wonderful memories and adventures while I’m still young. I just feel so not wonderful and not confident and I really need to learn to see myself in a more positive light.

Well, I don’t really want to ramble on forever about this, so I’ll stop now. I shall post here more often, as I want to be able to reflect on this and all that I’ve written in months and years to come.

— 1 year ago
A Little Update.

So, once again it has been far too long since I last updated this, and to be honest I quite simply forgot it was here (main account is: www.flou-rish.tumblr.com if you were wondering). A brief little update for you will now begin…

I’m enrolled to study a bachelor of communication majoring in journalism this year, which I’m freaking out about, but I’m also equally as excited. I have no idea what to do about boys, truthfully, they drive me insane. And I wish some weren’t such players! Went through a bit of a rough patch again recently, but I think I’m coming out of it.

I’ve gotten back into reading books and doing sudoku, and I just finished reading ‘Paper Towns’ by John Green which I quite liked. Not as good as Looking for Alaska or The Fault in Our Stars, but still very good. And I am now currently reading The Book Thief which I am thoroughly enjoying thus far.

I plan to update this more regularly now, just with thoughts and updates and possibly things that inspire me. Basically, anything that I don’t want to put on my main blog, I’ll put here. Thanks for sticking with me.

— 1 year ago
3.12.12

Hey guys! Sorry I left this blog a little abandoned for a few months, school became overwhelming and I totally forgot, to be honest. But now that school has finished and I’m not exactly sure what to do with my time these days, I have been inspired (by Zoe - zoella.co.uk) to start this up again. Not exactly sure what these posts will contain, and I’ll try to keep it as active as I can, and fingers crossed people will love it! For now, I’ll fill it with thoughts of mine, product reviews, book reviews, basic musings etc. And we’ll go from there. Thoughts, ideas, etc on what to post will be greatly accepted! Love you all and can’t wait to see where this goes. Sam xxx

— 1 year ago
musings of 5.7.12

It’s a crazy thought when you actually have the time to stop and look around, and you’re able to take it all in. It’s crazy to think about where I’ve ended up, who I’ve become. Friendships are also a pretty crazy thing. You spend such a huge chuck of your life with someone and then suddenly its just not that important anymore. No messages, no letters, no phone calls. No surprise visits, not even a facebook wall post. Nothing. It really makes you question all those years prior. Were they for nothing, did they mean nothing? Because what is left to show for it…? It’s funny how you can spend such a huge chunk of your life being best friends with someone, but then as soon as paths diverge its almost like your strangers. You know of each other but any communication is unheard of. If you were to meet up with them again things would just be awkward, so you probably wouldn’t even turn up. Maybe thats alright. Maybe we were just supposed to be friends of a season. Or maybe there is another reason as to why our friendship never made it to the future…

— 2 years ago
Good afternoon all,

I have created this tumblr as a way for me to voice my thoughts, feelings and opinions. Sort of like an online journal, something to keep my sane perhaps. I hope to relate to any followers who choose to join on this journey with me. Feel free to ask me anything at any time. 

— 2 years ago